I wiped the tears from my face and put the journal in the clothes bag. 'Good morning, lets have a look at yous'. We all hugged for a long time and then i got the girls cleaned up and ready to start the journey for the day. One by one i washed them down with water and flannels (they did not like the cold water), dried them off, clothed them and gave them some food. Putting the dirty clothes in the 2nd bucket we ended up using two of the three buckets of water. 'Alright girls we have to move to the next safe place because if we stay in one place to long the gunman might find us'. ' Learna you go first down the ladder and M and then S'. The girls all climbed down the ladder, which was alot scarier because they could see how high we were really up but they made down. Leaving the 2nd letter on the wooden floor I climbed down to and so began our journey to the next spot. Little did we know that we were actually being followed.......
When we got to the little cabin about 4kms North from the treehouse it was just getting dark, the girls were exhausted not only physically but emotionally. I set up there beds which at least had a mattress, fed them and then tucked them into bed. They were out with 15mins. I seattled in on a chair by the door, pulled out SM journal and started reading some more. The cabin was one room, it was very tidy and surrounded by dense bush and forrest. Noone would be able to sneak up on us I'd hear them first so i don't know why i decided to stay up for the night and do night watch, maybe i just wanted to read the only material thing left of SM.
Entry: After looking at hundreds of rings for Leah, I finally found one and it didn't come from a shop. I was going through some old jewellary that my great grandmother had left me and i found this ring. It's white gold and it has leaf like designs coming up from the band and meeting at the diamond in the middle, its perfect for Leah. Now i just have to plan how I'm going to do it. I could do it the standard way, a movie and then dinner and propse infront everyone.....but that doesn't seem right. Or maybe some kind of cheeky way like putting it in something.........this is harder then finding the ring itself. I will do it soon though when she.......
Just then i heard a noise, and it wasn't an animal moving. It was a purposley slow careful movement...........CRACK SWISH SWISH there it is again, oh god wheres that gun I was thinking to myself. Moving quietly around I found the gun in one of the bags, it was still loaded. Instincts kicked in the noiseis coming frm the front of the cabin which is locked and I remember that the cabin has a hidden side door, so I creep quietly to the side door. Opened it ever so gentle...........
All of sudden a hand goes over my mouth and another hand grabs the gun, I try to bite the hand but i can't get my mouth opened wide enough so I try the self defense moves which SM had taught me. I went to stamp on the foot but the attacker moved it away in time, so i tried to elbow him in the guts but all i hit was solid muscle. My last attempt was to head butt the attacker but just as i was about to do it the attacker spun me around so i was facing him and had locked both my arms behind my back.........next thing I knew he was kissing me, then it hit me hes not my attacker, its SM hes alived.
Once I knew it was him my guard dropped and so did my hands, which went straight back up to his neck. We embraced each other, so tightly and kissed so passionately. His lips were softer then i remember them, his strong musclar arms held me so tightly, tighter than they ever had. Our breathing got heavier and heavier and then we were on the ground kissing each other everywhere, rediscovering every curve, every inch. His lips leaving mine and slowly kissing my neck, my breasts, nipples...my body reacting to every touch and wanting more. Kissing me my stomach, down my thighs and up the other slowly gently savouring every part of me and then when body couldn't bear anymore..... SM returns to my lips, and continues to kiss me hungrily, wanting me...wanting to be in me so badly and then he lifts my skirt up and enters me, my body welcomes him and holds on as we move together slowly at first and then faster and faster....i can hardly breath, I can't get enough of him, the pleasure builds and builds and our breathing gets heavier and faster and just as our pleasure peaks.....he asks me to marry him and i say yes and one last thrust sends us over the edge, I forget everything, I feel nothing but pure bliss..........
And that was my dream last night about my soulmate (SM) it hasn't finished yet but maybe it will tonight, if i can get pass the sex haha. It is really hard to describe SM hes taller then me by about 5 cm, he is muscalar, i can't see his face and i can't see his hair colour but he feels right to me if you know what i mean.
Anyways i hope you enjoyed that, instead of doing my uni assignment I wrote a story haha leavev comments if you like it.
Friday, April 16, 2010
My dream part 3
At first i couldn't see Learna or M, all i saw was darkness but then i heard a sound. It was only a slight sound but it was sound. I slowly walked towards it.....Learna? M? There was a rush of sound as they came running towards me, 'Leah your ok' M said. 'Yes, S and I are fine. Are you guys ok?' I said. 'I just wanna be somewhere safe and see daddy again' Learna said. " i know baby, I know. We just have a little more walking to get to a safe place and then we can sleep and rest' i said. Pulling out the compass, light and map I figured out where we were and what direction we needed to go to get to the first safe point and set off. It was a slow, cold and long walk that seems to take hours and hours but we got there in the end. 'This is it' i said, 'what is it' said Learna, 'our safe place, is up this tree' i said, 'I'll show you'. Leading them with the torch, we got to the tree and i found the rope ladder that SM had made to get up. "alright girls, you know those rope bridges and ladders at your daycare and schools?' ' Yes' said the girls, 'This is just like that except your climbing up a tree, once you get to the top of the ladder there is a wooden platform you can climb up on, you just need to push the leaves out of the way to see it. Right Learna you can go first since your the oldest, and when you get to the top, you can help out S and M, ok' 'ok' learna said. I watched as all the girls climbed up and got to the top and then i followed.
The treehouse was very basic, just a wooden floor and small wooden sides. The treehouse itself was camaoflage by the branches and leaves of the tree and if someone was to look up it would just look like a bushy tree. The ladder was covered by tree vines, so noone would know it was even there unless you were in on the treehouse project.
Off to the side of the floor was three buckets of water and some flannels, towels and blankets. I grabbed the blankets and made a sort of a bed for us, I tucked the girls in and then got in myself and soon we were all asleep. It wasn't the most peaceful sleep too many noises that we weren't used to but we had enough sleep to carry us to our next point.
The bright, warm sunlight woke me up and taking in a deep breath i opened my eyes. i was expecting the worst but everything was just as we left it. Looking around the girls were all still asleep, and seeing them in the daylight they looked terrible. S had her dead mothers blood on her clothes, and all three girls were pale, dirty and had scratches from the bush walk. I thought to myself I wonder how bad i look. I slowly got out of the bed careful not to disturb the girls and grab one of the flannels and started washing my body with the water. Once i had finshed i grab a towel and dried myself off, getting the bag of clothes i pulled out a skirt (what was i thinking packing a skirt for an emergency) and a tee-shirt and cardigan and out them on. My stomach growled and up until this point I hadn't even thought about food or water so I grab some food from the food bag and a some water and planned what needs to be done now, when we are gonna leave, what we are going to do once we reach our next safe point and of course when we get to safety what is going to happen to Learna and S. As I was looking at the girls I noticed a brown journal under the towels, I got up quietly and grab it and went and sat back down.
Opening the first page it said Journal and Property of SM. SM had a journal? there was so many entries some were offical work entries but most was about his life with Anna (his deceased wife). I read one entry it said: Learna is my life now, she is the only one who matters and I will protect at all cost just like I promised my beloved on her death bed. Learna looks so much like her mother with her fiery deep dark red hair, beautiful, endless green eyes. Sometimes i have to turn away from her because the sadness and pain I feel to much to bear. Noone will ever replace Anna, my Anna...my world, my life.
I flicked ahead towards the more recent entries: I was watching Leah read in the garden, she didn't know. Her dark brown hair was so lovely in the sunlight, her blouse pressed against her breasta as the wind blew, she looked the most calm, happy and the most beautiful i have ever seen her. I was about to go out and take her in my arms, kiss and carress her just be with her when Learna ran over to her. Learna sat on Leahs lap and gave her a huge hug. i heard her ask Leah what she was reading, i can't remember what Leah replied i was hypnotised by the scene before me. Leah started reading to Learna, and it was amazing seeing my two ladies together, bonding. Then Learna turned to Leah and said 'you love my daddy don't you?' Leah said 'I really do but don't tell him that'. 'I love him to, and i love you aswell and i want you and daddy to be together forever so we can be a happy family' Leah smiled and said 'I would like that to' and then they hugged and i saw Leahs eyes were glistening with a mixture of happiness, love and something else. I realised I truly love Leah on this day, at that moment. She became as important to me as Learna is. I didn't think my heart could love another woman but today it did....does. I want to spend the rest of my life with Leah, forever. I'm going to ask her to marry me.
My face was wet and i didn't even notice, I was crying for SM and that we won't be able to have that life together and Learna what is going to happen to her......I'll adopt her that is what SM would have wanted. just then the girls stirred and started to wake up.
The treehouse was very basic, just a wooden floor and small wooden sides. The treehouse itself was camaoflage by the branches and leaves of the tree and if someone was to look up it would just look like a bushy tree. The ladder was covered by tree vines, so noone would know it was even there unless you were in on the treehouse project.
Off to the side of the floor was three buckets of water and some flannels, towels and blankets. I grabbed the blankets and made a sort of a bed for us, I tucked the girls in and then got in myself and soon we were all asleep. It wasn't the most peaceful sleep too many noises that we weren't used to but we had enough sleep to carry us to our next point.
The bright, warm sunlight woke me up and taking in a deep breath i opened my eyes. i was expecting the worst but everything was just as we left it. Looking around the girls were all still asleep, and seeing them in the daylight they looked terrible. S had her dead mothers blood on her clothes, and all three girls were pale, dirty and had scratches from the bush walk. I thought to myself I wonder how bad i look. I slowly got out of the bed careful not to disturb the girls and grab one of the flannels and started washing my body with the water. Once i had finshed i grab a towel and dried myself off, getting the bag of clothes i pulled out a skirt (what was i thinking packing a skirt for an emergency) and a tee-shirt and cardigan and out them on. My stomach growled and up until this point I hadn't even thought about food or water so I grab some food from the food bag and a some water and planned what needs to be done now, when we are gonna leave, what we are going to do once we reach our next safe point and of course when we get to safety what is going to happen to Learna and S. As I was looking at the girls I noticed a brown journal under the towels, I got up quietly and grab it and went and sat back down.
Opening the first page it said Journal and Property of SM. SM had a journal? there was so many entries some were offical work entries but most was about his life with Anna (his deceased wife). I read one entry it said: Learna is my life now, she is the only one who matters and I will protect at all cost just like I promised my beloved on her death bed. Learna looks so much like her mother with her fiery deep dark red hair, beautiful, endless green eyes. Sometimes i have to turn away from her because the sadness and pain I feel to much to bear. Noone will ever replace Anna, my Anna...my world, my life.
I flicked ahead towards the more recent entries: I was watching Leah read in the garden, she didn't know. Her dark brown hair was so lovely in the sunlight, her blouse pressed against her breasta as the wind blew, she looked the most calm, happy and the most beautiful i have ever seen her. I was about to go out and take her in my arms, kiss and carress her just be with her when Learna ran over to her. Learna sat on Leahs lap and gave her a huge hug. i heard her ask Leah what she was reading, i can't remember what Leah replied i was hypnotised by the scene before me. Leah started reading to Learna, and it was amazing seeing my two ladies together, bonding. Then Learna turned to Leah and said 'you love my daddy don't you?' Leah said 'I really do but don't tell him that'. 'I love him to, and i love you aswell and i want you and daddy to be together forever so we can be a happy family' Leah smiled and said 'I would like that to' and then they hugged and i saw Leahs eyes were glistening with a mixture of happiness, love and something else. I realised I truly love Leah on this day, at that moment. She became as important to me as Learna is. I didn't think my heart could love another woman but today it did....does. I want to spend the rest of my life with Leah, forever. I'm going to ask her to marry me.
My face was wet and i didn't even notice, I was crying for SM and that we won't be able to have that life together and Learna what is going to happen to her......I'll adopt her that is what SM would have wanted. just then the girls stirred and started to wake up.
My dream 16/04/10 part 2
Inside the hole it was dark but I knew my way around it now from all the drills SM had made me do incase something like this happened. Using the cold brick wall as a guidance I made my way to the corner that had three bags. One bag had food, one bag had clothes, and the last bag was a water pack. Grabbing the bags I whispered to the girls follow my voice, stay quiet and we will be safe ok? Ok I heard shaky whispers reply, Come to me follow voice, come one after a little while all three found me and hugged me tightly......its going to be ok babies, i will make sure you are safe I said. Follow me on your hands and knees, come on i said and with the girls following me I lead them to a trap door in the floor, lifting it quietly a cold breeze of air came up out of it. Leading down from the trap door was a ladder, 'ok girls, Learna leading the way climb down the ladder one at a time and remember stay quiet, i will follow after you. A the girls climb down one at a time, I opened the bag of doof and searched until I found a small envelope. placing and leaving the envelope by the trap door, closing the door i climbed down the ladder. It was alot colder then I thought it would be and the outside skies had darkened.
When i got to the bottom Learna, S and M were all waiting for me. Learna whispered 'are we under the house Leah?', yes, hun we are i said. Looking about, I found the camoflage blanket that we placed down here. 'Ok girls, we need to wait till it is a little darker outside and then we can escape into the forest. your being so brave and quiet, we just need to keep it up for a little bit longer, ok?'. 'ok' they whispered.
Sitting down by a the houses foundation wall, the girls and I snuggled together with the blanket over us. Grabbing the food bag, i found the compass, map and a tiny torch and kept them ready to use. We could hear the gunman yelling although I couldn't make out what he was saying and he was stomping all over the house making sure we went there. At one time I thought he might find us cos he looked in the big cupboard but he musnt have looked very hard cos noone came down after us. The girls were trembling, but I'm not sure if that was because they were scared or because of the cold so holding them close i said 'its going to be fine babies, he won't find us as long as we stay quiet' but at the same time I was praying in my head 'lord keep us safe and protect us please, and tell SM I love him and I will count the days down until i'm up there and with him again'.
It didn't seem that long but after awhile the sky was pitch black and the gunman had given up looking for us. Next thing I heard was the front door opening which was just metres from us and heard footsteps coming down the front door stairs followed by a scraping sound.......Oh my lord, hes moving the bodies I thought to myself, my chest tightened up as I heard the sickening thud as some body part hit the stairs one after the other and then the gravel. I struggled to hold the vile down and kept my emotions in check, I have to stay strong for the girls I thought I have to keep them safe. The girls had fallen into a light sleep so they would not hear anything or relive it over and over again in their minds like I would. As the first body was dragged to the ute, and then second body followed at a much slower pace. There was alot of heaving and panting but then I heard a two distinct thumps as the man and woman put the bodies in the back of the ute. Then the ute started and they were gone. I waited for what I thought was about 10 mins and then i woke the girls gently and slowly. Once they were awake, I said ok we are going to make a run for the forest ok, we need to stay together, and we need to stay under the blanket, alright?' 'I'm scared' M started crying. 'I know sweetheart but we have to stay strong for a little bit longer, ok. its gonna be alright'. We walked in crouched positions to the door that lead out from under the house. 'Ready?, now everyone stay under the blanket and together.......go'
We ran as fast as an adult and three girls could run in a group, as if satan himself was chasing us. Then I noticed the ute was coming back up the driveway, and we had only got about halfway to the forest. 'Shit, M, S and Learna we need to run faster otherwise the ute will see us, you girls have to run by yourself as fast as you can towards forest GO, RUN!!!. The girls took off as fast as they could, I stayed just behind them, the ute was getting closer. "please lord, don't let them see us' I said. The girls were just about there when S tripped and fell over. 'Run Learna and M, I'll get her go' learna and M had just gotten in the safety of the forest when the ute lights flashed over the forests. I saw the light coming towards where S and me were sitting, 'shit they are gonna see us'. Then i did the only thing I could think of I threw the blanket over us, just as the lights flashed over us. I was waiting for the car to stop because the man and woman had seen us, i was waiting for the gun shots........but nothing happened. I peeked out from under the blanket and checked to see what was going on. The ute was still driving up to the house, I stood up picked up S and ran to the forest.
When i got to the bottom Learna, S and M were all waiting for me. Learna whispered 'are we under the house Leah?', yes, hun we are i said. Looking about, I found the camoflage blanket that we placed down here. 'Ok girls, we need to wait till it is a little darker outside and then we can escape into the forest. your being so brave and quiet, we just need to keep it up for a little bit longer, ok?'. 'ok' they whispered.
Sitting down by a the houses foundation wall, the girls and I snuggled together with the blanket over us. Grabbing the food bag, i found the compass, map and a tiny torch and kept them ready to use. We could hear the gunman yelling although I couldn't make out what he was saying and he was stomping all over the house making sure we went there. At one time I thought he might find us cos he looked in the big cupboard but he musnt have looked very hard cos noone came down after us. The girls were trembling, but I'm not sure if that was because they were scared or because of the cold so holding them close i said 'its going to be fine babies, he won't find us as long as we stay quiet' but at the same time I was praying in my head 'lord keep us safe and protect us please, and tell SM I love him and I will count the days down until i'm up there and with him again'.
It didn't seem that long but after awhile the sky was pitch black and the gunman had given up looking for us. Next thing I heard was the front door opening which was just metres from us and heard footsteps coming down the front door stairs followed by a scraping sound.......Oh my lord, hes moving the bodies I thought to myself, my chest tightened up as I heard the sickening thud as some body part hit the stairs one after the other and then the gravel. I struggled to hold the vile down and kept my emotions in check, I have to stay strong for the girls I thought I have to keep them safe. The girls had fallen into a light sleep so they would not hear anything or relive it over and over again in their minds like I would. As the first body was dragged to the ute, and then second body followed at a much slower pace. There was alot of heaving and panting but then I heard a two distinct thumps as the man and woman put the bodies in the back of the ute. Then the ute started and they were gone. I waited for what I thought was about 10 mins and then i woke the girls gently and slowly. Once they were awake, I said ok we are going to make a run for the forest ok, we need to stay together, and we need to stay under the blanket, alright?' 'I'm scared' M started crying. 'I know sweetheart but we have to stay strong for a little bit longer, ok. its gonna be alright'. We walked in crouched positions to the door that lead out from under the house. 'Ready?, now everyone stay under the blanket and together.......go'
We ran as fast as an adult and three girls could run in a group, as if satan himself was chasing us. Then I noticed the ute was coming back up the driveway, and we had only got about halfway to the forest. 'Shit, M, S and Learna we need to run faster otherwise the ute will see us, you girls have to run by yourself as fast as you can towards forest GO, RUN!!!. The girls took off as fast as they could, I stayed just behind them, the ute was getting closer. "please lord, don't let them see us' I said. The girls were just about there when S tripped and fell over. 'Run Learna and M, I'll get her go' learna and M had just gotten in the safety of the forest when the ute lights flashed over the forests. I saw the light coming towards where S and me were sitting, 'shit they are gonna see us'. Then i did the only thing I could think of I threw the blanket over us, just as the lights flashed over us. I was waiting for the car to stop because the man and woman had seen us, i was waiting for the gun shots........but nothing happened. I peeked out from under the blanket and checked to see what was going on. The ute was still driving up to the house, I stood up picked up S and ran to the forest.
My dream on 16/04/10 part 1
I once went to a psychic and she said you know how you get lost in your own mind kind of like daydreams? I said oooooh yes. She said that daydreaming is actually your soul(spirit) going to find it's soulmate........and i said but the person your daydreaming about isn't actually your soul mate right? She said yes they are...........so I was like but 95% of my 'daydreams' involve a singer, who lives in England...he can't be my soulmate.......she just looked at me.
Why is this irrelevant? Well the other 5% of my mind wandering happened last night, but it was different. I thought i'd share it with you:
I was in an older house and there was a forest behind it that stretches out for ages. From what i can recall, you walk in the front door and the kitchen is on your right and if you walk through the kitchen you end up in the dining room which then goes onto the lounge, if you were to go straight ahead from the front door you would end up in the lounge also. So its a little loop, but if you were to look out from the lounge, you can see the front door and then on your right is the hallway which leads to two rooms and opposite the first room there is another part of the hallway which you can see a big hall cupboard and further down possible a laundry but this also loops around back to the front door. Well hopefully that made sense and put a picture in your head.......anyways I'm in the kitchen with my partner(SM - soulmate?), lil sister M and my SM daughter, Learna (just so were clear, I'm single...no partner), we hear a ute pull up and a gun shot so I tell the girls to hide in the cupboards and my SM braces himself for whatever is about to happen......I'm just shocked that there is someone with a gun outside so I'm frozen in place. The girls close the cupboards just as the gunman comes in with a women following closely behind, she looks really familliar.
He says 'I've been looking for you' to SM, and SM said 'You've found me, let Leah go'. The gunman says 'wheres Learna?', just then Learna heard her name and thought she was being called so she came out of the cupboard and realised she was wrong. Learna sees me and comes to hide behind me, I can feel her shaking and hear her sobs that are beginning as she takes in the scene before her. There she is said the gunman, he signals to the woman to collect us....the woman pulls out her gun and says into the lounge. On seeing the gun aimed at us Learna screams and burst into tears, which scared M and she came rushing out of the other cupboard for comfort. M then sees the gun aimed at all of us and burst into tears as well. Its ok girls its going to be alright I say as they cling to my leg. Move the lady said.......I look at SM and we cling to each other which such strength and love because we know what is about to happen. Just as the woman pulls me away SM whispers 'I love you' the first and last time he will tell me that......'I love you to' I say as I'm pushed towards the lounge. Learna knowing something bad is going to happen shouts I love you daddy always before he is smacked across the side of the head and pushed outside.
As we enter the lounge my friend C and her mate drop the jump rope that her daughter had just been playing in and cling to each other when they see the gun. S (Cs daughter) starts crying cos she sees Learna and M crying histerically. What's going on? said C, I shake my head I don't know. Thinking to myself, the only logical reason something like this would happen is because it has something to do with SMs job......he's in the army in a special force of some sort.
The woman tells us to continue what we were doing, she is not strong enough to do what ashe has to do yet. So C and I pick up the jump rope and encourage the children to keep playing, saying its gonna be fine girls really have a jump, they can probably see right through our fake, forced smiles but they start to jump anyways sensing this is probably the best thing to do to help the grown ups put. All of a sudden the woman lifts her gun and shoots............childrens scream fill the air and then there is another shot.....my survival intincts kicked in as I grab the rope and flicked it towards the hand the gun was holding......it hits and the woman drops the gun, i dive for the gun. Grabbing it I held it towards the woman who freezes looking around in the few seconds i had I saw who the gunshots were for............ C was lying on the carpet, still. A pool of blood forming around her head, her little 3 yr old daughter lying across her crying. Next to C her mate was slumped up against the wall, eyes dull and glassy. Learna and M were clinging to each other by the opposite wall, with a frightened look in their eyes and the yellow stains on their skirts showing the evidence of the shock and terror of how they were feeling. Interrupting my look of the scene before me another gunshot goes BANG, BANG BANG BANG. These came from outside and realizing what has happened, my instincts remind me what I need to do now, keeping the gun aimed at the woman I grab all three children and tell them we all need to be quiet now or the same thing will happen to us. Shooting the woman in the leg so she can't move we run out the lounge door down the hallway to the big hall cupboard, I push the girls into the closest and close it just as I hear the guy come back inside and head towards the lounge. I hear him say What happened? the woman says Leah shot me in the arm and ran off with the girls, they went down the hallway and out the front door. Knowing the he might look through the house for us, I put SM and I survival plan into action, there was a reason why I had lead the girls here.....pushing the large cardboard box aside quietly I told the girls to head towards the back of the cupboard and there is a hole in the wall go in there, quickly girls quickly but quietly. Heading to the back of the cupboard and climbing through the hole I pulled the big box in place which covered the hole............
Why is this irrelevant? Well the other 5% of my mind wandering happened last night, but it was different. I thought i'd share it with you:
I was in an older house and there was a forest behind it that stretches out for ages. From what i can recall, you walk in the front door and the kitchen is on your right and if you walk through the kitchen you end up in the dining room which then goes onto the lounge, if you were to go straight ahead from the front door you would end up in the lounge also. So its a little loop, but if you were to look out from the lounge, you can see the front door and then on your right is the hallway which leads to two rooms and opposite the first room there is another part of the hallway which you can see a big hall cupboard and further down possible a laundry but this also loops around back to the front door. Well hopefully that made sense and put a picture in your head.......anyways I'm in the kitchen with my partner(SM - soulmate?), lil sister M and my SM daughter, Learna (just so were clear, I'm single...no partner), we hear a ute pull up and a gun shot so I tell the girls to hide in the cupboards and my SM braces himself for whatever is about to happen......I'm just shocked that there is someone with a gun outside so I'm frozen in place. The girls close the cupboards just as the gunman comes in with a women following closely behind, she looks really familliar.
He says 'I've been looking for you' to SM, and SM said 'You've found me, let Leah go'. The gunman says 'wheres Learna?', just then Learna heard her name and thought she was being called so she came out of the cupboard and realised she was wrong. Learna sees me and comes to hide behind me, I can feel her shaking and hear her sobs that are beginning as she takes in the scene before her. There she is said the gunman, he signals to the woman to collect us....the woman pulls out her gun and says into the lounge. On seeing the gun aimed at us Learna screams and burst into tears, which scared M and she came rushing out of the other cupboard for comfort. M then sees the gun aimed at all of us and burst into tears as well. Its ok girls its going to be alright I say as they cling to my leg. Move the lady said.......I look at SM and we cling to each other which such strength and love because we know what is about to happen. Just as the woman pulls me away SM whispers 'I love you' the first and last time he will tell me that......'I love you to' I say as I'm pushed towards the lounge. Learna knowing something bad is going to happen shouts I love you daddy always before he is smacked across the side of the head and pushed outside.
As we enter the lounge my friend C and her mate drop the jump rope that her daughter had just been playing in and cling to each other when they see the gun. S (Cs daughter) starts crying cos she sees Learna and M crying histerically. What's going on? said C, I shake my head I don't know. Thinking to myself, the only logical reason something like this would happen is because it has something to do with SMs job......he's in the army in a special force of some sort.
The woman tells us to continue what we were doing, she is not strong enough to do what ashe has to do yet. So C and I pick up the jump rope and encourage the children to keep playing, saying its gonna be fine girls really have a jump, they can probably see right through our fake, forced smiles but they start to jump anyways sensing this is probably the best thing to do to help the grown ups put. All of a sudden the woman lifts her gun and shoots............childrens scream fill the air and then there is another shot.....my survival intincts kicked in as I grab the rope and flicked it towards the hand the gun was holding......it hits and the woman drops the gun, i dive for the gun. Grabbing it I held it towards the woman who freezes looking around in the few seconds i had I saw who the gunshots were for............ C was lying on the carpet, still. A pool of blood forming around her head, her little 3 yr old daughter lying across her crying. Next to C her mate was slumped up against the wall, eyes dull and glassy. Learna and M were clinging to each other by the opposite wall, with a frightened look in their eyes and the yellow stains on their skirts showing the evidence of the shock and terror of how they were feeling. Interrupting my look of the scene before me another gunshot goes BANG, BANG BANG BANG. These came from outside and realizing what has happened, my instincts remind me what I need to do now, keeping the gun aimed at the woman I grab all three children and tell them we all need to be quiet now or the same thing will happen to us. Shooting the woman in the leg so she can't move we run out the lounge door down the hallway to the big hall cupboard, I push the girls into the closest and close it just as I hear the guy come back inside and head towards the lounge. I hear him say What happened? the woman says Leah shot me in the arm and ran off with the girls, they went down the hallway and out the front door. Knowing the he might look through the house for us, I put SM and I survival plan into action, there was a reason why I had lead the girls here.....pushing the large cardboard box aside quietly I told the girls to head towards the back of the cupboard and there is a hole in the wall go in there, quickly girls quickly but quietly. Heading to the back of the cupboard and climbing through the hole I pulled the big box in place which covered the hole............
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