Friday, April 16, 2010

My dream on 16/04/10 part 1

I once went to a psychic and she said you know how you get lost in your own mind kind of like daydreams? I said oooooh yes. She said that daydreaming is actually your soul(spirit) going to find it's soulmate........and i said but the person your daydreaming about isn't actually your soul mate right? She said yes they are...........so I was like but 95% of my 'daydreams' involve a singer, who lives in England...he can't be my soulmate.......she just looked at me.
Why is this irrelevant? Well the other 5% of my mind wandering happened last night, but it was different. I thought i'd share it with you:

I was in an older house and there was a forest behind it that stretches out for ages. From what i can recall, you walk in the front door and the kitchen is on your right and if you walk through the kitchen you end up in the dining room which then goes onto the lounge, if you were to go straight ahead from the front door you would end up in the lounge also. So its a little loop, but if you were to look out from the lounge, you can see the front door and then on your right is the hallway which leads to two rooms and opposite the first room there is another part of the hallway which you can see a big hall cupboard and further down possible a laundry but this also loops around back to the front door. Well hopefully that made sense and put a picture in your head.......anyways I'm in the kitchen with my partner(SM - soulmate?), lil sister M and my SM daughter, Learna (just so were clear, I'm single...no partner), we hear a ute pull up and a gun shot so I tell the girls to hide in the cupboards and my SM braces himself for whatever is about to happen......I'm just shocked that there is someone with a gun outside so I'm frozen in place. The girls close the cupboards just as the gunman comes in with a women following closely behind, she looks really familliar.
He says 'I've been looking for you' to SM, and SM said 'You've found me, let Leah go'. The gunman says 'wheres Learna?', just then Learna heard her name and thought she was being called so she came out of the cupboard and realised she was wrong. Learna sees me and comes to hide behind me, I can feel her shaking and hear her sobs that are beginning as she takes in the scene before her. There she is said the gunman, he signals to the woman to collect us....the woman pulls out her gun and says into the lounge. On seeing the gun aimed at us Learna screams and burst into tears, which scared M and she came rushing out of the other cupboard for comfort. M then sees the gun aimed at all of us and burst into tears as well. Its ok girls its going to be alright I say as they cling to my leg. Move the lady said.......I look at SM and we cling to each other which such strength and love because we know what is about to happen. Just as the woman pulls me away SM whispers 'I love you' the first and last time he will tell me that......'I love you to' I say as I'm pushed towards the lounge. Learna knowing something bad is going to happen shouts I love you daddy always before he is smacked across the side of the head and pushed outside.
As we enter the lounge my friend C and her mate drop the jump rope that her daughter had just been playing in and cling to each other when they see the gun. S (Cs daughter) starts crying cos she sees Learna and M crying histerically. What's going on? said C, I shake my head I don't know. Thinking to myself, the only logical reason something like this would happen is because it has something to do with SMs job......he's in the army in a special force of some sort.

The woman tells us to continue what we were doing, she is not strong enough to do what ashe has to do yet. So C and I pick up the jump rope and encourage the children to keep playing, saying its gonna be fine girls really have a jump, they can probably see right through our fake, forced smiles but they start to jump anyways sensing this is probably the best thing to do to help the grown ups put. All of a sudden the woman lifts her gun and shoots............childrens scream fill the air and then there is another shot.....my survival intincts kicked in as I grab the rope and flicked it towards the hand the gun was holding......it hits and the woman drops the gun, i dive for the gun. Grabbing it I held it towards the woman who freezes looking around in the few seconds i had I saw who the gunshots were for............ C was lying on the carpet, still. A pool of blood forming around her head, her little 3 yr old daughter lying across her crying. Next to C her mate was slumped up against the wall, eyes dull and glassy. Learna and M were clinging to each other by the opposite wall, with a frightened look in their eyes and the yellow stains on their skirts showing the evidence of the shock and terror of how they were feeling. Interrupting my look of the scene before me another gunshot goes BANG, BANG BANG BANG. These came from outside and realizing what has happened, my instincts remind me what I need to do now, keeping the gun aimed at the woman I grab all three children and tell them we all need to be quiet now or the same thing will happen to us. Shooting the woman in the leg so she can't move we run out the lounge door down the hallway to the big hall cupboard, I push the girls into the closest and close it just as I hear the guy come back inside and head towards the lounge. I hear him say What happened? the woman says Leah shot me in the arm and ran off with the girls, they went down the hallway and out the front door. Knowing the he might look through the house for us, I put SM and I survival plan into action, there was a reason why I had lead the girls here.....pushing the large cardboard box aside quietly I told the girls to head towards the back of the cupboard and there is a hole in the wall go in there, quickly girls quickly but quietly. Heading to the back of the cupboard and climbing through the hole I pulled the big box in place which covered the hole............

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